I am little better than a devil at this moment; and, as my pastor there would tell me, deserve no doubt the sternest judgments of God, even to the quenchless fire and deathless worm.

此时此刻，我比个魔鬼好不了多少;而且，正如我在牧师告我，疑问，他应该受到上帝最严厉审判，即使是对不灭火焰和不死虫子。